Thursday, September 02, 2004

Time is crawling today...not good...not good... feeling like my face is looking like sh*t...not good...not good... Am feeling like the ugliest, and most hideous looking person in the world....not good...not good... been feeling awefully tired and lethargic, like there's not a single ounce of life in me...not good...not good... haven't been sleeping well...not good...not good... spotted a red and painful zit today, DARN! Not good...not good... been loosing weight...not good...not good...been worrying...not good...not good...need to relax...unwind... need to fall into slumber... need shopping therapy....need lots and lots of money... not good...not good... Need to drift away into the never ending waters in the big ocean... need to feel peace....need to feel calm... Need to loose myself in solitude...Need HIM... need HIM to tell me everything's alrite... need confidence... need to work out... need to immerse my face into my books.... haven't been doing tat... not good, not good... need a change in environment... need to loose myself into the wilderness...need to get up on my feet and do something constructive.... need a new life....yes...tat would be good....

" Wake me up inside, call my name and save me from the dark, bid my blood to run, before i come undone, save me from the nothing I've become, Bring me to life" Evenescence - Bring me to Life


Lady Syl scribbled at 3:27 PM

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FactS Of AbsoLuTelY Me...

Who am I: Sylvia Liu

My favourite places:
Mei Chin Primary School
Broadrick Secondary School
Nanyang Polytechnic
Curtin University of Technology

Horoscope: Libra - Scorpio

Favourite colour: Yellow

Interests: Books, Greek mythologies, movies, shopping, hair, travelling, clarinets, salsa dance, Human Resources, Psychology, dogs

Location: Singapore

Family culture: My family and relatives practise kissing on cheeks and hugging. Some may find it weird, or tat we are too "ang-moish", but tat's how we express love.

Character: Wateva u perceive me to be... I shouldn't be praising myself, nor should I be condemning myself either

Wat else:
A gurl who may look aloof and reserved to u initially, but after the warm up session is over, will turn into a talkative person tat u may not be able to tolerate eventually. Turns uncontrollably into a replica of an alien when provoked(close friends and family members can vouch for tat). A narcissist...a nostalgic person...Absolutely affectionate to my chums, and hope tat my feelings are reciprocated...but i know they are, cos i have a bunch of alter egos tat have left wonderful footprints in my life(u know who u are).