Wednesday, October 19, 2005

This is the point where it seems that i have no desire to bother about anything that has to do with them anymore. Its all just for formality sake. I'm just really tired... it doesn't even matter if we don't communicate or meet. I'm beginning to think that its nothing but an act that we are staging in a play. I'm really tired....

I'm really just a simple person, who craves for some real substance out of this. What good is it if its just "hey gal, how have you been? Wanna meet up? Will check my schedule.", but it kinda ends with "Oh! i forgot i have something on" or "Oh! I didn't realise we were gonna meet, been caught up with work!". Then through phone conversations, i realised that she has been having the time or remembers to meet a whole lot of other people. Where's the sincerity in all this? Look, if you don't treat me seriously, then i'm not going to either. I have work and studies on hand, so don't give me that bull crap about being busy till you don't even remember to keep me updated until i ask again. I can't sit around waiting for you to get back to me, and when i'm being asked out for other appointments, i can't give them a straight answer because of the unsure status. Am i just someone you forget so easily?

I, for one, am not ever gonna initiate anything anymore. In fact, come to think of it, i wasn't even the one initiating any meet ups, nor have i been making any efforts to make contact since i dunno how long ago... i guess this really shows I'm not even putting any thoughts into this. Don't i deserve better? I think i do....

Yes i know, i sound real pissed. I am.


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Sunday, October 16, 2005

Bong's and my first b'dae celebrations for 2005 happened yesterday, with the bestest people in the whole world! They are none other than the 41st instructors and the wives club gang! It was a great nite, with lotsa laughters, crappy, lame jokes, that nearly got all of us into stitches. Not to mention, delicious food, at the Glutton Bay =D

I have to thank Robin for being the official 41st instructors and wives club photographer. He sure was busy clicking away on his digital cam, especially when all the food arrived! Special thanks also go to the organisers of the meeting, like Zhijian and Jacklyn, they really made such great efforts to make the evening enjoyable, and also zhijian, for bringing the cake in his motorbike! Thank goodness, the cake was still in good shape.. =D.

All 12 of u guys, i luv ya! =D

Photos below for your viewing pleasure ; )

41st instructors and wives club celebrates Bong's and my b'dae


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Thursday, October 06, 2005

Sometimes, i wonder if the whole world is treating me for granted, its almost as if i'm not existing. I might as well just vanish into oblivion. The feeling ain't nice at all, it sux as a matter of fact. Do i have to go around trying to make myself more obvious and prominent? (starts jumping up and down ridiculously, waving my hands in the air) I get unwanted attention from people that i feel are insignificant, to the extend that i feel the need to fend them off, but not enough attention from people i love (i.e friends), to the extend that i crave for it. Or am i just a difficult person to satisfy? Am i just being a little sick in the head, or is tat normal?

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Finally i can take a short breather. Projects are done for the moment, but soon, it will be the dreadful exams, which is happening around November. That's around the time when my company's D & D is happening as well! I'm like praying so hard that i won't have to miss out on my first D & D with the company. I'm sure its gonna be great.
Well, at least, i can take some time off to celebrate my birthday well and proper. Oh and of cos, not forgetting Ailin's one too!

Despite my crazy schedule these few weeks, managed to squeeze in a friday nite to meet up with my good buddy Hueyling...i realise tat its has been ages since we went out one-on-one... actually come to think of it, dun even mention one-on-one, we haven't even been seeing each other much as a group... *shrugs* But i had an awesome time, we did dinner, then had wonderful mango dessert, watched a late nite movie even though i had a project discussion the next day! Thanks ah Hueyling, as a result of that, i went around yawning for the whole of the next day... -_-"' And seriously, when was the last time we watched a good movie together? More's to come gal!

I managed to visit sentosa and sat on the LUGE, which is a new attraction there! Boy it was fun fun fun! I wouldn't call it a very high adrenaline kinda thing, but it felt exciting enough, although, its really quite costly... =D

No doubt that stress for school projects are over, but stress at work is just starting again... God bless me...


Lady Syl scribbled at 5:56 PM 0 comments

FactS Of AbsoLuTelY Me...

Who am I: Sylvia Liu

My favourite places:
Mei Chin Primary School
Broadrick Secondary School
Nanyang Polytechnic
Curtin University of Technology

Horoscope: Libra - Scorpio

Favourite colour: Yellow

Interests: Books, Greek mythologies, movies, shopping, hair, travelling, clarinets, salsa dance, Human Resources, Psychology, dogs

Location: Singapore

Family culture: My family and relatives practise kissing on cheeks and hugging. Some may find it weird, or tat we are too "ang-moish", but tat's how we express love.

Character: Wateva u perceive me to be... I shouldn't be praising myself, nor should I be condemning myself either

Wat else:
A gurl who may look aloof and reserved to u initially, but after the warm up session is over, will turn into a talkative person tat u may not be able to tolerate eventually. Turns uncontrollably into a replica of an alien when provoked(close friends and family members can vouch for tat). A narcissist...a nostalgic person...Absolutely affectionate to my chums, and hope tat my feelings are reciprocated...but i know they are, cos i have a bunch of alter egos tat have left wonderful footprints in my life(u know who u are).