Okie so here i go, feeling so drained and washed out as usual, i'm just glad tat the report was handed in yesterday, although there's still a presentation to go. Still gotta hang on i guess. I've been getting more and more lazy to blog these days, probably all i really want more than ever is to have a good break and catch up on sleep. I'm so sick with assignments now... think if i receive another one, i might just puke on it.
Today marks the end of my Industrial Law lecture for the trimester, and my lecturer was really sweet to give us each a kit kat as appreciation. We are known as "his friends" every week on wednesday nites, guess i'm gonna miss being "his friend". He's indeed someone queer, funny, and ecentric at the same time. Are all lawyers like tat? Anyways, i'm soooo glad tat my hard work as paid off, i got back my law assignment today and i'm just beaming with happiness, i think i really deserve those grades, or did the aussie lecturer decided tat he likes my name enough to bestow me with tat score? Heh!
Hmmm.... i've got this habit of observing people since young, and recently, i've been observing friends or people around me. I realised tat i'm really not a very hot tempered lass actually, comparing with people i know tat is. i suppose i have acquired this "laugh it off and forget it" attitude (does not apply to loved ones). As wat someone said, its really pointless to skyrocket your blood pressure over trivial matters, not to mention worthless people. I thought tat was really a cool piece of advice. As for bearing grudges, its inevitable tat in life, we tend to dislike some people, and vis versa... but i guess to hate is a really extreme thing...sometimes, i really wonder if there's really no way out in resolving conflicts or misunderstandings between people, or is it tat we just don't wanna bother ourselves in making tat effort? Or to put it in another way, maybe we have told ourselves strictly to hate tat person and not feel any other ways. Its almost like a sin to feel otherwise. I seriously think tat this is unhealthy. Probably with the constant reminder tat there is possible development of cancer cells each time we anger ourselves will help to curb the anger? U think??
I have a friend who has been really cheery since the first day i saw him. And tat was like a few months before we went into the same sec school. Tat's about wat, 10 years back? He has never shown any black face or uttered any provoking remarks, not to mention vulgarities. I've never heard him say anything about hating someone or something. I truly admire tat trait. Guys like him are way extinct... haven't met another guy with the same character... I suppose people like him are truly happy, it seems tat even though he has problems, he never cease to remain positive and happy.
I remember my dad often telling me not to use the word hate... okies, i shall make it a point not to. I shall also not skyrocket my blood pressure for useless reasons. *clasp hands and pray: Lord, make me a more pleasent gal now!*
"Always remember , others may hate you, but those who hate you don't win unless you hate them. And then, you destroy yourself." Richard M. Nixon
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