Saturday, December 11, 2004

Sometimes, i wonder why should i care so much for a friend who does not in the least appreciate me... throwing mood swings as and when ever she feels like it... It hurts time and time again each time this happens, but all i can do is swallow down my pride and just forget tat it happened, although it will add on like an additional gash of wound on my skin... and will probably accumulate till i can tolerate no longer. Its almost like I'm being taken as punching bag to vent her frustrations, not as someone whom she can confide in and cherish for a friend...

Maybe i should just drift further away from her... maybe till then, my presence will be more apparent...yes... probably tat will be a good solution to this issue... However, by then... i may not need her for a friend anymore...

"All i want is someone to listen." Hugh Elliot


Lady Syl scribbled at 1:06 AM

4 Comments:

  • At 3:56 AM, Blogger Fifi Zhang said…

    I know how you feel...

     

  • At 11:10 PM, Blogger Syl - Breseis said…

    It jus sux doesn't it...sigh

     

  • At 11:26 PM, Blogger pinaybloodrush said…

    what you have said touched my heart and i just want to leave you with a simple phrase 'a real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out'.maybe you're sad because some of your friends do not appreciate you but keep in mind that we are bound to me atleast ONE true friend in our lifetime.

    god bless :)

     

  • At 11:31 PM, Blogger Syl - Breseis said…

    Hi pinaybloodrush, thanks for dropping in. I hope u have found your true friend! =D

     

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FactS Of AbsoLuTelY Me...

Who am I: Sylvia Liu

My favourite places:
Mei Chin Primary School
Broadrick Secondary School
Nanyang Polytechnic
Curtin University of Technology

Horoscope: Libra - Scorpio

Favourite colour: Yellow

Interests: Books, Greek mythologies, movies, shopping, hair, travelling, clarinets, salsa dance, Human Resources, Psychology, dogs

Location: Singapore

Family culture: My family and relatives practise kissing on cheeks and hugging. Some may find it weird, or tat we are too "ang-moish", but tat's how we express love.

Character: Wateva u perceive me to be... I shouldn't be praising myself, nor should I be condemning myself either

Wat else:
A gurl who may look aloof and reserved to u initially, but after the warm up session is over, will turn into a talkative person tat u may not be able to tolerate eventually. Turns uncontrollably into a replica of an alien when provoked(close friends and family members can vouch for tat). A narcissist...a nostalgic person...Absolutely affectionate to my chums, and hope tat my feelings are reciprocated...but i know they are, cos i have a bunch of alter egos tat have left wonderful footprints in my life(u know who u are).