Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Here i am skiving on my receptionist duty to type out an entry. Well, i have been on a long hiatus period here,i guess, i have just been too occupied with everything else, and everything else means work and assignments...duh!

I have been on depression mode on and off now that i'm more stressed than ever. I have been really deprived of sleep and don't even mention about my weekends! I would strongly discourage anyone who has any thoughts of working full time and studying part time! I need a well deserved break...gosh!

Okie, rantings aside, apart from the massive stress i'm getting, other aspects of my life is really not too bad, i'm probably just trying to gain some sympathy for myself.

How time flies! In another 8 days time, it will be my dad's first death anniversary. On sunday, i went to the Garden of Remembrance together with my mum and my dad's friend, uncle Steven. He wanted to visit him before he had to fly off to Perth. Tat day, on hearing uncle Steven talk about my dad, i was on the verge of breaking into tears at Jurong Point's food court, i literally had to compose myself for fear of paiseh-ing myself. I realised how much my dad often talked about me to his good friends, i was after all his precious daughter... i began to think of the things he had done, the things he said, and the love he gave.

To her:
I know u want to visit my dad, and i have given u the addy through another middle person. By all means, just go, i'm sure he'll be glad, and i will really appreciate that myself. You will find tat it has been decorated with lots of colourful stuffs, and some cards as well. I wonder if you'll even find it cute to see mini figurines of shaolin monks. He loved kung fu, so my mum thought tat it will be good to have it there. You are welcomed to leave anything there, if you wanna leave a stalk of flowers, be sure to squeeze it in, cos there really isn't much space anymore. I wanna thank you, on behalf of my dad, mum and of cos, me myself.

"Don't be a prisoner of your mind" - Something my dad always tells me


Lady Syl scribbled at 1:10 PM

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FactS Of AbsoLuTelY Me...

Who am I: Sylvia Liu

My favourite places:
Mei Chin Primary School
Broadrick Secondary School
Nanyang Polytechnic
Curtin University of Technology

Horoscope: Libra - Scorpio

Favourite colour: Yellow

Interests: Books, Greek mythologies, movies, shopping, hair, travelling, clarinets, salsa dance, Human Resources, Psychology, dogs

Location: Singapore

Family culture: My family and relatives practise kissing on cheeks and hugging. Some may find it weird, or tat we are too "ang-moish", but tat's how we express love.

Character: Wateva u perceive me to be... I shouldn't be praising myself, nor should I be condemning myself either

Wat else:
A gurl who may look aloof and reserved to u initially, but after the warm up session is over, will turn into a talkative person tat u may not be able to tolerate eventually. Turns uncontrollably into a replica of an alien when provoked(close friends and family members can vouch for tat). A narcissist...a nostalgic person...Absolutely affectionate to my chums, and hope tat my feelings are reciprocated...but i know they are, cos i have a bunch of alter egos tat have left wonderful footprints in my life(u know who u are).